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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
8:46 pm	not too much longer. so im pretty confident in saying that today i witnessed the most humorous thing to go down in history. this morning on the way to school i decided that first period just wasn't working with my schedule. so i dropped off huffine at johnathon t. hoggard high school and i traveled downtown to begin on my photography project. after taking pictures for about half an hour, i walked down to port city java where i purchased a java super shake, of course only after debating for a while and finally concluding a JSS was indeed the best option for me due to the devotion john conafay has to them. immediately following, i began my march down front, to water street, and observed a red suburban cruising up princess. it then stopped directly in the middle of the street. parked.the man inside stepped out of the vehicle, with no intent of moving it. he was clad in nothing but a speedo swimsuit, purple in color. he had on aviator sunglasses, and held in his hand a red and white striped beach towel. he pulled a step stool out of his car and climbed on top of his red monster. he spread the towel out over top his roof, and began to soak up the ultraviolet rays of the sun. approximately twenty seconds later, because of the surplus of police officers in this town, a police officer swankily pulled up beside him, got out of his beautiful cop car and engaged the man in conversation. i inferred from this conversation that the cop advised the man to move, and threatened an arrest. speedo boy slid off the top of his car, jumped in his car, drove at the very most 10 yards from the spot he was, parked his car, got out of the car, opened the back door, removed clothing, got dressed, locked his car, and walked away, leaving bystanders either entirely baffled, or doubled over in laughter. i, however, was both. i finally got over the comedy of that scene in my head, walked to my car, and drove away. here's to the beauty of wilmington. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
6:15 pm	so i just got my hurr did...!!!!! yyyeah. and it doesnt look like shit, and that's what i like to see. except it really isn't that much darker, and that isn't what i wanted. i specifically said "noticably darker" and it just isn't that noticable. lame.. i sort of have bangs which is weird... but they're long so thats ok. im going to have to go ahead and say that i missed dunkaroos with all my heart, but now that i have them once again, they really aren't that special. although i admit i shouldn't have eaten those 3 packs in one day. they're just so good! i almost got a job at the marble slab, but turns out... i should have tried to get it sooner. and also...this girl who hates my guts works there. that's right. she hates my GUTS!!!! and i dont even know her. that's too bad, i need a job. anyway, im happy with school, cause i sleep for a total of about 2 hours throughout the day...which consequently means that i can go to bed later and know ill make up for the lack of sleep. and that's a cool thought. i think i had the weirdest dream the other night. it was about this guy who has tattoos all over his arms, and i saw him...and his REGULAR tattoos weren't there. instead, he had new ones all over his arms, and his old ones were displayed on a wall. and he would point to the tattoo on the wall that he wanted and it would change colors. like the light upstairs at the soapbox. only ONE light changes. im interpreting my dreams, and i really think that that light has somethign to do with the changing color part. COOL DEAL, i like to dream. in other news, i really hate it how nobody EVER comments on my entries on lj.com. it's disheartening and makes me not want to post....ever. so if you read this...leave a comment, no matter who you are. it's cool to see them from people i dont know read it...and also from those who i do know read it. so, go on! comment! p.s. brett and i totally shared a family guy moment today. we said the same thing at the same time, and then both laughed the same way, and then said something else the same. it was beautiful. if only i could have shared that moment with JOHN A THON. cause we were pretty close, you know. Current Mood: excited Current Music: mars volta (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 8th, 2005
11:15 pm	creeper so im back on this website by unpopular demand. actually because one person asked me to update. that's honestly all it took. i didnt really think anyone ever read this...ever. sssso, ill write down the thoughts that are in my head just so you can read them and begin to understand me. or something. actually this shouldn't lead to you understanding me at all. you are just reading what i'm writing. this isnt like a shortcut to knowing me. fuck there is no reason in the world for me to have this. hahhhah. so the events of the past few weeks include: - me coming to my senses - many stalking expeditions, and everyone but me succeeding. - downtown in the pouring rain with my huffine - talking on my phone way too much, but limiting the texts. hooray. - my mom's out of town this weekend - i think the best $400 ive ever spent have been on my ipod, and it's almost a year old. everyone else has problems with theirs. yeah mine's a trooper. - i miss kinlaw - someone asked me to go with them to prom, which is cool cause it's a week before prom. im not going because i was asked via internet. and...well...just because - tomorrow i'm going downtown with coxy to do some pretty cool things - im really excited about summer and seem to have alot planned. i'm going to europe, it will be really cool - logan gave me the most useful and wonderful christmas present ever... seasons one and two of family guy. when i see him i should give him a hug for that - my bff, harrison, and i have devised an outline for our movie in broadcasting. it has to do with cleverly folded notes and basketball duels. and duels remind me of mario party. molly russell i miss you! - thinking of molly russell reminds me of poplar grove in like the fourth grade...and before we left her mom was making orange kool-aid and singing a song she made up. and kevin did alot of cart-wheels. and wow that isn't random at all-this is ultimately going to be a long chain of memories, so here goes. - poplar grove reminds me of the time when i was dating steven byrd and we sat on the top of a car and talked. and then waited in line for the tractor ride and lisa broke the fence. - lisa reminds me of last valentines day. HOLY. SHIT. hahhaha i miss all you texan fuckers. god. - which reminds me of the 11th street cruise. THAT was some fun if i ever knew it - cruise reminds me of going on my alaskan cruise two summers ago and meeting dave. i need to call that motherfucker up. he lives all in wisconsin and shit. lame. - wisconson reminds me of the team we played last week....from...wisconson... in myrtle beach. and hannah saw her brain. oh my. -which reminds me.... of me missing the show...a.nd being horribly mad that i missed it. and...then the show i missed last night.... - and missing reminds me of....ohh hell - hell reminds me of the fact that i am possessed by satan and have had a fever of 101+ all week - that reminds me, i'm sick, and tired. and i just changed the sheets on my bed........and even though it's a friday night and my mom's out of town and JOHN is in town, i'm going to pass the fuck out thank you for suggesting a new entry...i wish i could provide you with one to fulfill all your reader needs. i'll keep trying. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2005
4:13 pm	yeah. WHAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
8:31 am	A SHOEMANBEAN!!!!! i hate people who think they're funny when they're not. i hate people who are annyoing and dont know it. i hate girls who wear pants that are too tight. i hate people who act depressed to get attention. i hate people who try to be what they're not. i hate people who pretend to know about something when they dont. i hate people who refuse to eat when they're in the company of others. i hate people who say they're fat when they know they aren't. i hate people who fish for compliments. i hate people who are arrogant. i hate people who wear clothes seven sizes too small. i hate people who try to follow the trends. i hate people who lie to save their own asses. i hate people who don't take any risks. i hate people who act like they're in first grade if they aren't. i hate people who dont keep up communication when they've moved away. i hate people who say they called and the phone didnt ring. i hate people who talk about diets. i hate people who dont know when to stop. i hate people who sing when they're yawning. i hate people who wear chains on their body. i hate people who makeout obsessively at school. i hate people who dont talk in their normal voice. i hate people who pull their pants lower when they walk and act shy. i hate people who talk shit when they dont know what's going on. i hate people who complain about things that are better than good. i hate people who laugh at jokes they don't understand. i hate people who try their whole life to be POPULAR. i hate highschool. Current Mood: well, hateful. Current Music: garden state. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
10:30 pm	i cant remember all the times i tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass... "my life in all its commotion is somehow calmed when you're in tact." if you would have asked me about two months ago if this would ever happen in the entirety of my life... i would have said ABSOLUTELY NOT. but guess what. it happened and i regret it like i knew i would. i saw it coming, so i cant blame anyone but myself. here's a list of what i need: -THAT MOTHER FUCKING PLANNER. -a shower. which will take place as soon as i get off....the computer -film for my camera -a GIRL friend. -money. MONEY MONEY MONEY. so i can support myself when.... -clothes. -sleep. which will take place as soon as i get out of the shower -a bird. i want a bird. -my car cleaned. -to start this photography project -last summer. i need it back. ask me about what happened downtown. just ask me. hahahaHAAH Current Mood: tired Current Music: bright eyes (Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
8:42 am	name - camie Bday - january 10. Piercings - ears. 2's. tattoos - none. height - 5'3" shoes size - 7...that may be an overestimate. hair color - dark brown length - fairly long Last.... movie you rented - cellular...with the girls. movie you bought - mmm..dont know song u listened to - bowl of oranges Song that was stuck in your head - atreyu. only one line in the song though. time u wished u lived somewhere else - RIGHT. NOW. person you called - ummm... on my cell. daniel song you've downloaded - my girlfriend's boyfriend person that's called you - john think about suicide - uh....no believe in online dating - no...but maybe i should look into it others find you attractive - i dont know, ask the others. want more piercings - a few. want tattoos - yeah. you drink? - AH HA! ONLY IN OTHER STATES. ahhaha! do drugs? - mmm...drugs...make you stupid like cleaning? - if i'm mad, i dont like it but i do it alot. like roller coasters? - YEAH. yeah i do. Cursive or Printing? - both. together. at the same time. Long distance relationships? - nope using someone? - never Killing people? - haah ok. Teenage smokers? - hahah teenage smokers. because TWENTY you cant have an opinion. Others doing drugs? - whatever you prefer. drunk driving - only in other states.....hahaha please understand. gay / lesbian relationships - whatever keeps you happy. soap operas - errr no. Favorite.... food - cereal or fruit leather. actually after i get off this damn computer i will go get some at tidal creek. song - UMMM. i dont know. thing to do - play thing to talk about - nothing. i talk about nothing. sport to do - soccer. or sleeping? sport to watch - soccer. and...yeah. drink - hahaha. uhhhh. uh. i dont know clothes - the jeans i wear daily. and. my blue jacket that is two sizes too small. movie- music from another room. or something equally as .... depressing band - i dont know. dont ask me that again holiday - i like christmas and halloween. and anything that gets me out of school. car - white four runners. or my awesome car. Ever.... cried over a guy/girl? - if you think about it, why else would you cry? lied to someone? - i cant believe you'd ask been a fist fight? - yeah but it was an accident. no, seriously. it was ever been arrested? - no. What.... shampoo do you use - it changes every few weeks. i mix and..match. and stuff. perfume - ralph lauren COOL! shoes do you wear - chhhhucks. hahaha or my sambas. or..whatever i have. is your biggest fear - im scared of ... Number of times.....you've had your heart broken - i dont think ever, but if you DO count that one time...then..ONE TIME you've broken someone elses heart - more than i should be proud of, apparently. boys I have kissed - you want me to count them up. girls I have kissed - one too many. continents I have lived in - one. of people I would classify as true, could trust my life type of friends - maybe 1 of people I consider enemies - one. scars on my body - plenty. things in the past you regret - i just learn from my horrible mistakes... like yesterday... Have you ever..... fallen for your best friend? - naw. wait!!! yes i have Made out with JUST a friend - hahah yeah Been in love? - yeah i dont know...yeah. used someone just to hook up? - haha. no been used? - i don't know...let's ask...yeah. i'd say yeah. cheated on someone - no..not really been cheated on - no been kissed - yes been abused - verbally.yeah. been molested - no. done something u regret - what happened yesterday again? skinny dipped - yes. drink so much u puked? - never gotten high - ah HAH! eat duck - .... Who was the last person you... touched - i think ... i hugged anna last night last. talked to - in person, sean. via text- daniel. hugged - [see touched] kissed - haha.. ahh. hahah had sex with - AH... you yelled at - mother, i'd guess you laughed with - camie. that yelled at you - logan? no... no. my mom Do you.... color your hair? i want to dye my hairs darker now. boyfirend - girlfriend - hahahah. ok own a webcam? nope. ever get off the computer? no. never no habla espanol? gracias señora rawls Have you / Do you..... considered a life of crime - stalker? considered being a hooker? only when im tempted by the drunk rednecks downtown. considered being a pimp? - done. schizophrenic - have i schizophrenic. phrase the question correctly, please. obsessive - i am. panic - panic? no. just stress. anxiety - mucho depressed - not depressed.. suidical - . obsessed with hate? nope. Current.... Mood - not happy...but that's just because it's 9:30 AM and im in homeroom. music - her space holiday...:) taste - a mint hair - PULLED BACK! ALWAYS dress - jeans. chucks. grey sweatshirt. black shirt. beanie. DRUGGIE. ahah smell - ummm i am now immune to my perfume. that rhymed coincidentally and i hate to rhyme. longing - ....whatever thing i ought to be doing - sleeping or...... windows open? - no. im in a classroom. thanks. desktop picture? at home, a picture of beautiful john and me. cd's in stereo - my awesome AWESOME BURNED CD THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART. hate? what happened yesterday. Last.... thing you ate - fruity pebbles. no. a mint. drank - orange juice said - shit screamed - . thing u tripped over - nothing. thing u laughed about - NEVAAARRRR whined about - life. to john. cried - a....few months ago. thing you thought about - making a playlist. Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: HER SPACE HOLIDAY! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 10th, 2005
10:17 pm	i think i'll wait to make this decision. your shirt's on backwards. do you ever wonder why you feel something when you know nothing can become of it? usually, i blame it on the whole "you want most what you can't have"...but this time it's different. even if i could have it i think i'd want it, and im not sure i've ever felt that before. peculiar. and that is a cool word. also, why do things always turn out the wrong way. you get your hopes up for something that is supposed to happen and it NEVER DOES. i hate being this fucking emo, but for some reason i cant get this out of my head. ...................annnnnnd im rambling, and this doesnt matter.   hooray for a horrible birthday!     (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
10:38 pm	one size fits most greenemackie: in fact, now... i think i am spending more of my time trying NOT to think about it than i am actually thinking about it. and im not sure how healthy that is. OfBedlam: I guess try a meditative thought process on this, and just let it all unwind until you have the coils of tangled thoughts laid out in perfect lines like a field of labeled vegetables greenemackie: hhhaahahah OfBedlam: I was half serious greenemackie: and i was half taking you seriously OfBedlam: so we've got a quarter of an idea through lol     here's what's up: seven days until my birthday. get me something pretty. and nice. no, im kidding about it being nice. it just has to be pretty. i miss john being here. he should be here all the time. (move back conafay.) and i love your pictures. (PROTECT YOURSELF CAMIE). i cant wait until february 9th, for more reasons than one. this christmas break has been amazing. i swear i have never been around more people that i love at one time. especially the people on sunday night. it was greating being in such good company. this semester, even though it is school, should be awesome. i have four easy classes, three of which i should enjoy. two of which i should enjoy thoroughly. one of which....nothing. i think my new years resolution will to be to quit thinking so much about the things i cant control. i havent decided. and i really actually hate new years resolutions. so i think that i wont have one at all. i have officially decided that my dreams are worthless. WORTHLESS. i think my dreams serve no purpose in my life, except to piss me off and make me wonder if they will come true. who knows, we'll just have to see. i feel a heartbreak coming on...for more people than one     you are the reoccuring kind you never really leave my mind   Current Mood: weird Current Music: wake yourself up, you've been dreaming again... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
4:57 pm	fun games around wilmington (14 days) i just had a conversation which sparked thoughts in my head. there are those people in your life who when you see them your heart skips a beat, and then proceeds to nearly beat out of your chest. you'd do anything to make them feel that in return, and when you know that it isn't the same both ways, it hurts. it sucks being rejected. it sucks SO BAD. there probably isn't a worse feeling in the world. rejection, embarrassment, and guilt would probably be the top three worst feelings in life. people say all the time that when you least expect it, love finds you. it usually does happen like that. but why? you find one person and anticipate instant connection, and you try to make yourself believe that there is chemistry when there is not. you cant force it, and as i was reminded today, you can't deny emotions. you cant make someone feel for you, and you cant force yourself to feel a certain way about them. the thing that is so rare about true love is the sincerity of the feelings both ways. if you try to fall in love, you may believe it for a while, but it won't really be love. you'll be living a lie. that's why you have to let things happen. eventually it will happen perfectly and honestly. why, then, do you find those people that you cant stop thinking about all the time if nothing is going to happen? not every relationship can be love, i've decided. you dont really have to work for love, and you dont even have to want it. it will find you. this is constantly a reminder for me that if i cant get this one certain person out of my mind, there isn't necessarily a reason. i do not believe that there is a reason for everything. i dont believe that everything happens for a reason. everything? dont you think that we'd maybe figure out a reason every once in a while. we strive to think of a possible reason that something would happen...but we rarely do. we can make up the most abstract answers in the world, and actually make ourselves believe them. we want reasons, we need answers. we always have to know why. we can't always know why. you know those times where you're just like, OH MY GOD IF IT WERE JUST GIVEN THE CHANCE IT COULD WORK SO WELL.you know it could work. but the other person doesn't feel the same way. it's so fucking irritating. there's always an excuse, but 90% of the time it means the same thing: the feeling isn't mutual. there are reasons like, the age difference, the friend situation, long distance, fear of being hurt, and a thousand other things. for some reason or another, it just cant happen. and it sucks. after saying all this, i myself still can't figure out why there are certain things i can't get my mind off of when i know that it isn't going to happen. i want to know why i feel like this. i know often feelings are one-sided. when events string together and give you a false hope, it's hard to bring yourself to realize that it wasn't meant to be. i dont know what im talking about, and this is probably the most contradictory entry i've ever written in my life. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: atreyu (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
11:06 am	martin ok, yep. i am officially a horrible livejournal owner. i never update, and when i do, they're all shitty. i can't even include pictures. like the AMAZING PICTURES THAT WERE TAKEN YESTERDAY AT THE BAND PRACTICE OF LOGAN BRIAN ZACH NATHAN AND ADAM. they actually kicked ass, they weren't just ok. the mistress. i like it. i got too many people christmas presents. i spent way too much money. so a recap of this week: - algebra exam.. it was okay -chemistry exam- KICKED MY ASS X 29999999999999937447 -spanish exam- 200 questions... if i missed 20 i get a 90. not so bad. -tuesday was the happiest day EVAAAAAARRRR. no more chemistry for ...a while -went shopping with ryan at the mall and then went to a funny improv show downtown. it was coool. -JOHN CONAFAY IS COMING TO TOWN?!?!?! =hahaha i have a cool present for him. i hope he likes it - i had the fucking scariest dream ever last night. but i will tell john, because he knows all my dreams. he's like, my dream keeper. like the BFG. hahahah -it's 65 degrees and raining 2 days before christmas. FUCK MOTHER NATURE. - getting my hair cut today.it's probably been like 5 or 6 months. haHA. that's gross -i hope our hot tub starts working soon. -my birthday is in 20 days. make a note. dont forget it. -What should i do for my birthday? ANY SUGGESTIONS would help me. because i suck at everything and need help -im sick of typing Current Mood: HAPPY. Current Music: playlist entitled '....shit' (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 25th, 2004
1:29 pm	and in the blur of madness, i stopped and realized what i really loved so here i am in lovely massachusetts. or connecticut. i really have no idea which state i'm in. i guess we're kind of on the border. but we're staying with my step-dad's family, and they're all jewish. so really we're staying in a jewish community apartment complex. the walls are thin, and every one is so goddamn jewish. you can just look at them and tell. i was scared shitless to fly yesterday, because logan talks about me dying alot. so he wished me good luck on my flight, and i was really... uncomfortable on the plane. maybe it was because there were NO EMPTY SEATS on the entire plane, and there were six screaming children sitting behind me. and the flight attendant had an accent half the time. she like, forgot she was supposed to be australian or something. it was a really weird day. and the coffee i got at the baltimore airport was horrible,and made me think of artists. i called conathan at the airport and i was happy to talk to him. and we have a date for the 4th. and that makes me v. happy. so today we're going to visit everyone in this city. because they all know us. my foreign girl, ira, has been very funny this entire time. on the plane, when there was turbulence like never before experienced, she kept on saying..."oops. what the fuck are they doing?" and then the flight attendant was talking like a crazy person, and she kept saying "she's drunk, camie...she's drunk". tomorrow we will be going shopping, and i will be spending alot of money. but tomorrow night we will all be meeting at a house that i dont know with people who i dont know to celebrate a holdiday that doesnt concern me. but i'll get money anyway, because im a bitch! which reminds me of the green day lyric "LIFE'S A BITCH AND SO AM I" and that makes me laugh every time ihear it. and this has been the longest day of my life because i miss home, and i've only been here for less than 24 hours. harrison's PARTY OF THE CENTURY is on saturday. logan and brian are playing an acoustic set, if he decides he wants to. and it bothers me because he's really good, and i think everyone should enjoy his talent. beautiful. and christmas is soon. and so is my birthday... and it's all too much. and i was really happy the other night when i was hanging out with my BFFFFF morgan. and we decided that we loved life, but then we got sick and layed in the dark. that girl makes me genuinely happy. "ok, well you owe me a new pair of pants because you ruined mine" "shh. here. keep quiet" never in my life. I SAID IM GONNA HAVE MYSELF IN SHAMBLES! Current Mood: mellow Current Music: nickel creek (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 15th, 2004
6:22 pm	so, tell me what to do. what the fuck do i do. i know it's hurting you, but it's killing me. 58 days. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: avenged sevenfold. even though i dont like them. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 30th, 2004
8:50 pm	tomorrow=day of the dead I LOVE YOU MARTIN! I LOVE YOU! cool day yesterday. played with dry ice in dungan's room. made it SCREAM. went downtown afterschool. went down to red dogs with harrison and logan to see asg, and i have to say i was highly disappointed. it was fun because harrisons my best friend and logan's the coolest ever. (and harrison and i have a friendship meeting sometime next week!) but i dont like asg. then, i got a free belt. and.. yeah it looked free. then i went to morgans, and we played mario party and made craters and danced like nemo. and morgan tripped over the crack box. loved it. drove 4 hours today to get our asses whipped by a gross ugly team. and guess what i found in my pant pocket? hhahahah ok, so here's some cool news that should get you (and when i say you, i mean me) excited: -move in next wednesday. i have cool rooms. so cool. and cool beach house. -i LOVE MARTIN. love him. -72 days until my birthday -55 days until christmas eve. favorite day of the year. i'm going to watch love actually on the eve. SO FUN. in my cool room! -my aunt offered to get me a new ipod for christmas. NO NO NO. or a tv, she said. cause she's loaded. -im making the coolest quilt EVER -two reallygood pictures from the wedding of ap and fu.:) dont want to write. ( I JUST WANT. BANGBANGBANG) shit shit shit! who the fuck is shooting us! and tomorrow, the fair with logan and friends...!!! Current Mood: so happy Current Music: from autumn to ashes- chloroform perfume (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
6:04 pm	you stuffed her like a thanksgiving turkey.. DIDN'T YOU!! insanely happy weekend. friday- shopping and playing with logan and ryan. to dad's to meet the 800 new family members. lazy eyed julie. crazy crazy lady. ate veggie burgers and fudge sicles, and played with hunter and hank until late! saturday- FINALLY SLEPT IN. & FINALLY took a shower. i'd been putting it off for a few days. and shopped until we picked up kt's date and logan at 4. went to blockade runner to take pictures for pappy's wedding. BUT APPARENTLY... you aren't allowed to take pictures on the day of another wedding, cause there was indeed another wedding taking place. the bride could give a shit less. but this oversize, burly woman with a fake red flower the size of my head attatched to her ugly white outfit demanded that we leave the premisis IMMEDIATELY because it just WASN'T OK that we were taking pictures there, even if we were guests at the hotel. i was surprised that my dad didn't shit himself at that moment in time. afterall, it was his wedding day. so we took a few pictures, contrary to the loud screams of the bitch lady. then, we go down on the beach, BUT THAT WASN'T OK EITHER! she waddled down to the beach and yelled at us again, while all the lazy tourists sat in their beach chairs and took pictures of us taking pictures. real cool. (oh, those are pretty chairs...they match the...NOTHING.) so my dad ended up yelling "WE HAVE A FUCKING ROOM HERE! WE'RE GUESTS! WE'RE GUESTS! WE'RE GUESTS!" and i think she started crying. cause my dad was so-oo-o-ooo mean. ..yeah. so we rode the PONTALOON (aka pantoon...pontoon? sp?!) over to the beachy to wed dad & robertaaa. i think we calculated about 28346529066 sand spurs on the beach. holy shit. and it was SO COLD!! on the way back.. hahaha. we were sitting next to the priest! i'll stop there. then, we went to NOFO and had the reception. talk to me and ask me what happened, i dont want to talk about it right now. and ask about the hysterically funny story about a dog named... really. HAHAHA. i just have to say it was the best night EVAAAARRR!!! then katie, ben (cousin), mark(new brother!), clara (GF) and i went to walmart and decorated the cars. we wrote "BILL AND ROBERTA" but it ended up looking like "bill and robert". oh, what a happily gay wedding. FUNNY. so then we all went home. got home around 2. i dont think i've ever been so happy to have my family as mine. my mom was halfway decent and didn't say a damn thing when i tripped over NOTHING right in front of her. sunday- overslept for game, did shitloads of work, talked to ap, hung out with cool kids, watched liar liar, and went to fucking bed. monday- listened to the COOLEST EVER playlist on martin all day long. beautiful, beautiful day. perfect grey and cold. no rain. COOL. came home, went to target & hechts to get shoes that they didn't have. about to eat dinner and maybe a movie? NEWS NEWS NEWS!!!!!!!!!!! we're moving in two weeks to a really fucking cool house. and WE JUST BOUGHT A BEACH HOUSE!!! yeah, that's right. AT THE BEACH. ahahah. YES!!!! i love this. it has an elevator and everything. and its at the beach..! i'm free in 80 days, and holy shit. it's CRAZY now, to study for my algebra and chemistry for the REST OF MY LIFE!!! Current Mood: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Music: bright eyes (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
9:55 pm	roses are red so...how far away is new jersey from north carolina? ahahah. holy shit. new favorite girl: hannah kinlaw new favorite song: green desire by dead poetic new favorite color: olive green/kelly green/black new favorite shoes: black skull new favorite thing to do: write on dollars. Entranced8887 (12:10:52 AM): so i've realized something. whenever i see you, you always, always have at least an 11th or 12th grade guy, who looks like they're the lead singer of the band talking to you. always. and it's never the same guy. they're always different. i love it, i love it, i love it. anticipation, anticipation, anticipation. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: spin doctors- two princes (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
11:35 pm	i love soy chai so, i officially have 14 days left of my groundation period. i just got home from ...going downtown with my mom and step dad and their friends. actually, i like karin gately. and i really like the hummus i ate there. and the scottish lads in kilts. i walked around and went in cd alley... because i always do. and, you know. had dinner. watched fireworks, got rained on... and stuff. "JESUS GOT YO BACK!!!" earlier today i wasted two and a half hours of my life at the independence mall of wilmington, north carolina, united states of america.. and got a dress for my dad's wedding for SEVEN DOLLARS. marked down from like 64 or something ridiculous. i called like nine people to ask them where they got prom dresses, nice dresses... ANYTHING. but i ended up finding my selection at dillards. so i mean, WHO WANTS TO COME TO THE WEDDING WITH ME? i need a date, but dont really want to ask anyone to come. cause i mean "WHAT IF THEY SAY NO?!?!" hahahah. i miss this summer.no, but seriously, if you want to come to the wedding with me...tell me. oh, and about that wedding. i spent about 12 hours making 7 god forsaken CDs for the reception... two dinner cds, and five regular ones. 80 minutes long EACH. i mean, the reception is going to last probably 3 or 4 hours at the MOST. god bless it, i wasted my time. and alot of blank cds. and my dad didn't give me SHIT! i guess that's what i get for being the anti-christ. so harrison was right, and there REALLY IS a band called FRICKIN' A. oh, and my parents got the phone bill back today. HAHAH. it's a wonder i'm not grounded for any longer than i am. my longest conversation on there was 318 minutes. and my mom almost shit herself. so i'm on phone probation, and blah blah blah. she also happened to see that the same 318 minute phone call was received at 10:46 PM on a tuesday night. so... yeah. we move into the house late october, so i need to pick out colors and stuff.. AND LOOK FOR COOL NEW STUFF FOR IT!!! so let me know when you're coming into town MORGAN LIBORIO...!!! my new favorite thing to do is go to port city java with amy and study for the chemsitry i have yet to understand.. and try to figure out whether... IT'S A GIRL OR A GUY. AH HAHA! no, in 104 days, i'll be going there every day after that. and on that note... A COLD FRONT IS COMING IN THIS WEEK!!! i love cold weather. i can't wait to... you know. HAHAHA. oh my god nothing about that is funny unless you have ever been to the mountains in a van. god, look at those 250 pound year olds. oh... my god. OH AND I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE THE EMPERORS NEW GROOVE RENTED RIGHT NOW!!! SO I'M GOING TO GO WATCH IT CONTINUALLY UNTIL I FALL ASLEEP FROM LAUGHTER!!!!!     Galaxy1689 (11:05:51 PM): we should rebel and elope and make babies         i wonder where we're all going i'm homesick for your primal knowing i wonder why the wind keeps blowing you through my mind     greenemackie (11:31:32 PM): yeah go to hell Qboards (11:31:48 PM): i'll save you a seat Current Mood: good Current Music: the shins.. like the morning announcements. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 30th, 2004
10:32 pm	I LOVE SOY CHAI i wonder where we're all going i'm homesick for your primal knowing I WONDER WHY THE WIND KEEPS BLOWING YOU THROUGH MY MIND Current Mood: restless Current Music: ours (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
7:43 pm	[you seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex] OK, so... here's what's up. -i fucking got a 103 on my algebra test today. the three extra because everyone was in class...? -we're moving. WE'RE MOVING!!!!!!! and i get two rooms. regular room- 15'x13', and a SITTING ROOM connected to my regular room that's 11x11. YES! MORE SPACE FOR MY NOTHING!! AHAAH. i get to put my cool new rug that i got at target in my SITTING ROOM because I'M GOING TO LIKE IT. i think it would be nice of you to tell me how i should ...decorate my room. yeah, take ONE MINUTE OUT OF YOUR STUPID HECTIC AWESOME LIFE to care about someone besides yourself. wait, this is going to be a nice entry...! seriously, COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT. -maybe next time i got to taco bell i will get more than a medium ICED tea, and i wont murder my cup. -yeah, so if anyone would like to tell me what the hell chemistry will do for me later on in life...? i'm not planning to be an engineer. WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO MEMORIZE THE POLYATOMIC IONS SYMBOLS AND FORMULAS? i dont even know what they MEAN. i'm glad my teacher sucks so bad, because if she didn't, i might be passing? -i had a dream last night in black in white, but it was a dream that included ORANGE juice. how did i know that it was orange??? yeah, i'm never having another boyfriend in my life..... hold me to it . Current Mood: ok. Current Music: my playlist entitled "HARRISON88" (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
10:10 am	time is money. [ben franklin] hanover for camie next year? !!!!! (Comment on this)